as i said, i was the one who stayed behind. independent of anything and everything. and i was putting my pieces together, sticking together, fixing myself, because i had decided to be happy and move on.
then you came back and said that it doesn’t do me any good, only that i disagree; because you are all my thirty seconds of madness, my strange choice, you are the song i want to hear with headphones and dance only in a t-shirt in the living room, you are the message i hope to see on my cell phone, you are what i want.
but excuse me. i already told you that. i’m not like that. i was never passionate like that. this is not me. in fact, i don’t fall in love easily. and here i am, creating all possible gerunds for me and for us.
i don’t write it all down to make a statement. i just want you to know how i feel like a perfect idiot for wanting you, wanting you and not having you now, already, in my moment.
you asked me why and i don’t know why. i can only hope that you are the right, the true, the adventure, the happiness, the longing, the desire, the desire and the lust, the direction, the safe harbor, the north and perhaps my sanity too.
therefore, today, i also choose above all to be happy and have the reason that you are the right one.
about everything 