20xx and 20xx were not good years for anyone. not even to me. also. came and went with everything. with all. it did.
a loved one who is gone. an accident [nothing serious, but a scare]. another a scare [of those that you think can only happen in the police series you watch]. a lie. another lie. a disappointment. a friend who betrays your trust.
however, those words will now be about my disappointment with a person – and people in general -, a friend, someone that i thought was a loyal friend and that i could give my heart to.
people lie. people disappoint. people cheat. but life goes on. life goes on. let it be. life is really a wheel and it never stops turning.
but there are mistakes, mistakes that are huge. irreparable. inexcusable. unforgivable.
and the wheel of life that keeps spinning teaches you, teaches us, with love, with pain, to move forward also because in the end what matters is if we are well, if everything is well.
the problem is with people and how they deal with what you offer. friendship. confidence. expectancy. loyalty. perspectives. sincerity.
people lie. people disappoint. people cheat. however, it depends on the point of view; from your perspective on people. accept them like that or keep getting hurt. understand it.
but it still bothers me that you plunge headlong, surrender as always, with such intensity to those who are shallow, shallow in character, feeling, perspective.
i got used to diving into deep people, who offer me exactly what i need.
however, i fell headlong into reality that no matter how much you give in and care for those you think are yours, yours will probably never be for you if you don’t really know what loyalty means deep enough for you to be able to dive with your eyes closed.
people lie. people disappoint. people cheat. and normally most people are always shallow for ours dives.
i know. i already wrote about shallow people.
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